I'm Saying you are still my God - In english

I'm Saying you are still my God
 Maybe some people might wonder why I hit both on the same key. For there is no other explanation for my happiness but my love for Him the Great and Merciful God.Sometimes I wonder: How can there be people who say they believe in God, if every moment He gives us his love and mercy?
   I went through a lot in my life. Situations that proved my faith in God. And verily I say, I came to doubt (really!) the existence of God ... But then he came into my life so wonderful ... amazing ... unexplainable ... sneaky as a thief and stole my heart and my attention. I do not understand. I think I'll never understand how someone can love a being so unfair, dirty and unclean as I? How can he love me and accept me with so many failures and shortcomings? How can he love me knowing that I often doubted his love, I have often been wronged a brother, often left to praise him for mere mortal things?
  But are things I'll never understand ... And I do not want after all God is beautiful in its perfection. It's beautiful in its purity and mercy. Took me to realize that we ourselves have caused our pain and sorrow when we make choices that often are not correct.There are plans He has for us. Since I was sad because I was upset because I was deeply depressed. But today I can say that although these feelings are all around me hoping I get weak to take care of me, today I feel happy and fulfilled, in a never ending search for the Holy Spirit in my life, in front of my plans. What I really want, above all for the year 2011 is to truly know this love that God gives me every day no matter what I do or think. What I want is to truly be in His presence every day of my life, after all, nothing is better than love and feel this love of God.
    There is nothing in this world that make me give up this journey. But I'm sure I'm weak.That often there will be times when the world tries to give me that and I certainly feel attracted to things of the world, but I know that's what they serve my faith and prayer.
   Thank you Lord for everything you gave me that year, 2010 ... Unconditional love, my employment, health, my family, new friends, and insight in certain situations and say: for 2011 I want more Jesus in my life. Walk to praise you and you alone. Much wisdom, as Solomon said, so I can understand his plans for me here on earth. And for all this big world ... May you feel the full force with the true love of God. Amen